I was married for 15 years and we also dated for 2 years before we were married. On Oct 14 2011 Jason moved out to decided what he wanted. Three weeks later I found out he had a girlfriend, It had been going on for at least a year and a half. He moved in with her and her parents. My life has for ever changed and I have three great kids that think they did something wrong and have no idae what to do. I am still trying to figure out what I did wrong. I have so many people tell me I did nothing wrong, then why did he have to go and find a girl friend not just walk away.
So this blog has turned into away for me to be able to talk freely about how I am feeling and what is going with me. I posted on facebook and made Jaso's mom mad because now some of the people she works wtih know what is going on and she was not ready to explain what had happened. WHY IN THE HELLL DOSE IT HAVE BE KEEPED QUIT?????? His family has no idea how many times I went to bed naked or next to naked to get him to have sex with me. HE WOULD NOT TOUCH ME; Tell me how I am going to get over that?
I just want to say if you don't want to help me out because I express myself on facebook or some where else, I can live with it because Jason has been doing that to me for the last 15 years. Every time he got mad at me or upset about something that is how he handled it. BY WITH HODLING LOVE and not talking to me for days on end.
I know I am not perfected and I have alot I have done wrong in my life. I turly tried to make my marrage work and I was willing to try anything, but I could not do it by my self he need to also. I will be jumping all around on things so I hope you can follow my thoughts.
I know I am not perfected and I have alot I have done wrong in my life. I turly tried to make my marrage work and I was willing to try anything, but I could not do it by my self he need to also. I will be jumping all around on things so I hope you can follow my thoughts.
